About the Songwriter
Here is a little
info...
My name is Nathania, and I reside in Toronto, Canada. I am currently sixteen and attending a catholic high school.
I am going into grade eleven this September, and I am hoping to do really well in school. To be honest, what I really
want to do is become a neurologist in the near future. But due to personal complications, I do not have the full confidence
to pursue that... semi-impossible dream, so I do also hope to become a chemist. :)
Outside of academics, I enjoy singing, occasional tweeting and scrapbooking, writing poems and of course - songwriting.
I do not wish to pursue a career in the music industry unfortunately because I do not think I would make it far. But, what
what I do wish is to hopefully become a professional songwriter and at least be able to hear a song or two that I have composed.
You Can Tell Me Lies
Posted on: Sunday, November 23, 2008
Posted at: 11:27 AM
note: For this song, there is no melody and it does not flow yet. :)You can tell me lies
I'd believe everything you'd say to me.
You could say I'm stupid and I won't cry
Put me down in any way
Punch me and let my dignity fade away
I know it sounds too desperate
Know you wouldn't be like that
But honestly I say to you
Its okay just beat me down
I need a wake up call
From this glassy unrealistic life
Before I put an end to myself
And the monster inside
If you could stop the beating in my heart
If only if you could see the flaws inside
I'm sure that you would leave me hanging
sure you would keep on walking
With a thought in your head
what the hell was I thinking.
I'm putting myself down again and again
If I was in the bet I’m sure I’d be giving away money
every minute
you'd be watching
every second
I'm too tired to care I just want an end
I don't know if you'd be reading this
But if you do please stop your heart would probably break
just to read every sharp cold word
To someone who texts you why don't you kill me
In every single way you can
If you could stop the beating in my heart
If only if you could see the flaws inside
I'm sure that you would leave me hanging
sure you would keep on walking
With a thought in your head
what the hell was I thinking.
Just keep walking on and don't even look back
I’m not a great person after all in my eyes
If only you'd see it too
Then you'd realize
All the mistakes you did with me
I'm sure your mind and life would be a little clearer
So just walk on by
With a little smile
Wiping me away
Without even crying
If you could stop the beating in my heart
If only if you could see the flaws inside
I'm sure that you would leave me hanging
sure you would keep on walking
With a thought in your head
what the hell was I thinking.
